Dec 12, 2010

Why Worry?

Now that my Christmas break has started, I am less tense since all my essays are done with. which means I have a bit more time to think about things I don't typically have time for.

For example: Country Assignments

*Just to let you all know, I do NOT sit around thinking about exchange all day! Most of the time these thoughts come into my head when I am working on school.  I post them into my blog so I can keep a record of what I was thinking/stressing/worrying/exited/mad about that had to do with exchange, so when I look back 10 years from now, the memories will come to me easily :D

I was sitting at my computer (diligently) finishing an essay for school, when a thought popped into my head: 'What if Rotary sends me someplace where I don't want to go/don't feel safe?' I had a mini panic attack, knowing that I might not get my first choice in country! But then I had the oddest realization: 'This is all obviously in God's plan, he will send me where he needs me, and he will keep me out of harms way! I may not always be happy, but I will always be growing from my experiences.'

Yeh, God puts little thoughts in my head like that.

I now understand that God wouldn't have led me this far to just abandon me halfway through the exchange process. No matter how stupid or hardheaded I might act, GOD is with me always!

So Why Worry? :)

That is all for now.

2 comments:

  1. In all actuality - You don't get a choice at all lol they send you where they see fit - but they do a great job at it so don't worry about it! You're right, God has this taken care of :)

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